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Dear Journal, After dumping another about three months ago, (he is still harassing me) I am now experiencing rebound.  The moment when one is not oneself, emotional and much more liable to fall in love. Or be attracted to another, or be fearful of being alone. This is about the rebound guy. That beautiful rebound guy. I see you nearly everyday. I shall never forget the warm and golden mornings at the junction of the busy street that we always happen to meet at. Your inquiring honey brown eyes focus on me, and then as they register in dawning of realisation that I am there with you, you smile. I always allow you to walk first ahead of me, b

Dear Journal, Other than my controversial love life, everything else in my life is in order. I think I have given up in finding true love. I know I am over this freak because despite my ex's harassment and apologies I feel nothing, I do not even feel irritated. (I'll probably be living the rest of my life alone, and I have no problem with that. I'm single. Not desperate.) No sense in making my list of ex boyfriends pile up. Waste of time and emotion. Now other than this. My parents seem to be pushing me to go abroad to live. Seems like an interesting idea, if I like I imagine I will not even return to my home country which is obscenely expe

You there. I don't think I would ever be able to understand you. Nomatter how much I try. I know our passionate feelings are mutual, yet you run from me. Or I could be deluded, but the latter is very unlikely. I did my best to understand what it is you want, and I think I could die from heartache trying to find out or read your mind, things of which you are too cowardly to say. I regret now ever getting involved with you, and I know you will be very hard to get over. Because I do not know what is wrong, or what went wrong. I could go mad from this fever you give me. That fever of my love for you has spread to my body and now it burns with a